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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,803
Had enough suffering, not possible leave forum need method, brain very sensitive interact brain much pain agony. If possible complete isolation both online offline but not possible, need ctb method need escape trapped this world . This extraordinary pain situation feel alone ,everything deteriorating
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,514
Feel same. Buy sn?
Love you 🤗💖💗
 
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Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
Death couldn't come sooner for me. I wish it wasn't something I had to initiate myself. I hope for death to occur during sleep tonight, or whenever.
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,514
Death couldn't come sooner for me. I wish it wasn't something I had to initiate myself. I hope for death to occur during sleep tonight, or whenever.
I wish death sleep so bad. Agony. Wake crying from pain. Services call me crazy liar. Emo violence all day. Need death... Cant bear more torture. Kicked me while down.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,767
Your feelings of wishing to leave this world are understandable. It can be very dreadful and tiring feeling trapped here with no way to escape. Suicide really should be more straightforward for us and the option of leaving this world should always be respected.

I personally see no value in enduring endless suffering where over time things will just get worse. I mean if others want to live then that is their decision but many of us don't want to or are unable to and this is simply the way that life is. Non existence will always be preferable to being alive to me and we shouldn't have to struggle so much in achieving the freedom that we search for.
 
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jussrav

jussrav

Experienced
Sep 9, 2023
237
Had enough suffering, not possible leave forum need method, brain very sensitive interact brain much pain agony. If possible complete isolation both online offline but not possible, need ctb method need escape trapped this world . This extraordinary pain situation feel alone ,everything deteriorating
I feel alone with my problems noone can help me. Fuck this life.
I wish death sleep so bad. Agony. Wake crying from pain. Services call me crazy liar. Emo violence all day. Need death... Cant bear more torture. Kicked me while down.
My services are also not helping me have made me crazy. They kicked me while I was down aswell. I can't take this torture I cant sleep, eat function, nothing. I am like a vegetable
 

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