Need a method that wont make me seem like a coward.

[ykoizy]

Is Benadryl a good way to go out? Or would that make me a coward? Ive been thinking about jumping off the golden gate bridge because to be honest that net isnt going to do much. Theres a lot of train tracks near me so thats another option. Any suggestions? I want to go out in a way that wont make me seem like a coward, because for a good portion of my life thats all everyone ever saw me as.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Idk if you can kill yourself with Benadryl. I think both jumping and the train would take a lot of courage, but really, who cares if you use a less scary method?

 

[glitterycheese]

golden gate bridge is a no go, they installed nets for that exact reason.

 

[gottacheckout]

I wouldn't try to od on benadryl, you could definitely end up in much worse shape than you are in now.

You can't control what others are going to think about you. Some are going to think you are a coward to ctb and others will see you as very brave to take control of your existence regardless of the method.

 

[humantool]

Is Benadryl a good way to go out? Or would that make me a coward? Ive been thinking about jumping off the golden gate bridge because to be honest that net isnt going to do much. Theres a lot of train tracks near me so thats another option. Any suggestions? I want to go out in a way that wont make me seem like a coward, because for a good portion of my life thats all everyone ever saw me as.

I personally think going by shotgun is a badass choice. Sure, it will be a mess for those left to clean up, but fuck it. I'd probably watch some videos first, then choose the one that appeals to me the most and seems like it'd be a good fit. But really, once you're gone, your consciousness is probably gone too, so who gives a fuck? Just pick whatever method resonates with you and follow the protocol

 

[enditplz]

People will call you a coward if you ctb no matter how you do it. If you don't want the negative stigma ctb brings, you can make it look like an accident like a heroin OD.

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

Go on a rugged adventure in the wilderness unprepared and pick a fight with a bear. Live stream if you can. Joe Rogan will have Jamie run your clip on his podcast and you will die an Internet legend.