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sorcerergf

Member
Dec 4, 2025
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Hi all! I posted here a few weeks ago with a plan to CTB, well rather ironically, the day I planned to do it I ended up having a heart attack and then a stroke AND ANOTHER heart attack (cause tbd) I was in the ICU for several days. I fought like hell for my life I felt fucking terrible. Anyways long story short I'm pretty sure I don't want to die anymore. I'll probably disappear from this forum now! Thank you all for the love I wish for the best for all of you moving forward!
 
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orpheus_

Student
Apr 26, 2024
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So sorry you had to go through this. Good luck, I hope you can find a good life!
 
Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
173
大家好!幾週前我在這裡發文說打算結束自己的生命(CTB),結果諷刺的是,就在我計劃結束生命的那天,我突發心臟病,然後又中風,接著又一次心臟病發作(原因待定)。我在加護病房待了好幾天。我拼盡全力與死神搏鬥,感覺糟透了。總之,長話短說,我現在很確定自己不想死了。我可能要從這個論壇消失了!感謝大家的關心,祝福大家未來一切順利!
That is either the luckiest or unlickiest way to gain recovery lol
 
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sorcerergf

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Dec 4, 2025
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I definitely don't recommend it my whole body hurts more than you can even imagine
 

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