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tommygunns

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Has anyone here had a near death experience with an attempt?
 
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Yep, I had a cardiac arrest for 25 minutes after taking SN. Barely survived.
 
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Yes. I overdosed on an insane amount of prescription medications and died twice during the whole ordeal. When I was found I believe I was dead or on the brink of it. I had an out of body experience in which I was able to exist outside of myself and watch part of what happened unfold. I saw the cops approach then reach my body, I heard them comment about how I was blue, cold, and had pissed myself. I watched as a cop quickly ran to his cruiser, grabbed his heavy black coat, and wrapped me in it, before I was carried and placed in the back of a police car, accompanied by another cop who was taking life saving measures. During all of this I had no emotions, I wasn't scared, nor confused. I simply was an observer outside of myself. The experience ended when we got to the ambulance, and since then my perspective on death has shifted. I don't know what happens when we die, where we go and how it's possible for myself and others to have experiences like this, but I do believe death isn't as clear cut as immediately ceasing to exist.
 
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