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- Feb 19, 2024
- 104
sodium hydroxide. NaOh.
My dog was run over because of me. She's fine, nothing serious happened. But I'm destroying myself. I cut myself more, my torso is still healing and I have to wear two shirts to hide the bleeding. Today I kept thinking about her that day, she was driving away without me being able to stop her and the car was passing by. Her body was contorting and she was screaming in despair. What a disgrace this is. How can I be so stupid, I just had to carry her in my arms, that's all.
I need to cut myself more, I need to hurt myself more. I'm going to buy caustic soda today, I'll find it during my break anyway. And when I get home I'm going to pour it all over my body to burn everything I can. I can't die yet, I need to work to pay her vet bills and other bills. But I can hurt myself.
My dog was run over because of me. She's fine, nothing serious happened. But I'm destroying myself. I cut myself more, my torso is still healing and I have to wear two shirts to hide the bleeding. Today I kept thinking about her that day, she was driving away without me being able to stop her and the car was passing by. Her body was contorting and she was screaming in despair. What a disgrace this is. How can I be so stupid, I just had to carry her in my arms, that's all.
I need to cut myself more, I need to hurt myself more. I'm going to buy caustic soda today, I'll find it during my break anyway. And when I get home I'm going to pour it all over my body to burn everything I can. I can't die yet, I need to work to pay her vet bills and other bills. But I can hurt myself.
