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AliciaTheDaydreamer
- Aug 22, 2023
- 5
I'm here just to share my story or experience, if you don't interested then go away. I don't need you, all I need is to leave my trace
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Day by day I'm getting better or at least... I don't feel like suicide right now, but there's always something that annoys me and make me sure that "I will forever only be able to believe in myself and my imaginary friend Alicia... Not the others" (you can check my previous thread about Alicia if you wonder)
To me everyone feels the same, including you for anyone who reads this thread. I'm too lazy to let out all my emotions right now to explain this but the point is... All of you are selfish, ofc that's include me too
I have been betrayed, distrusted, abandoned, excluded many times... You can name them all I guess about something like that
Previously I still trusted any people that I know or close even though it was only about 20%-10% but now.. it's gone, I don't expect anything from all of you because I'm already know that it's gonna happen eventually.
I became like this because of you, soo this is my choice. But then again... I think it's fine for me, I still have Alicia by my side and also... Living alone without trusting anyone is not a bad thing, right?
Think about it. I'll live alone and never get married because I don't trust anyone But I still work and fulfill my needs and pleasures, Doing my hobby like... Playing game, reading book, watch movies and many more without worrying about other people. Just... Live happily and die alone too
That's all for me, see you again... Untrusted Strangers
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Day by day I'm getting better or at least... I don't feel like suicide right now, but there's always something that annoys me and make me sure that "I will forever only be able to believe in myself and my imaginary friend Alicia... Not the others" (you can check my previous thread about Alicia if you wonder)
To me everyone feels the same, including you for anyone who reads this thread. I'm too lazy to let out all my emotions right now to explain this but the point is... All of you are selfish, ofc that's include me too
I have been betrayed, distrusted, abandoned, excluded many times... You can name them all I guess about something like that
Previously I still trusted any people that I know or close even though it was only about 20%-10% but now.. it's gone, I don't expect anything from all of you because I'm already know that it's gonna happen eventually.
I became like this because of you, soo this is my choice. But then again... I think it's fine for me, I still have Alicia by my side and also... Living alone without trusting anyone is not a bad thing, right?
Think about it. I'll live alone and never get married because I don't trust anyone But I still work and fulfill my needs and pleasures, Doing my hobby like... Playing game, reading book, watch movies and many more without worrying about other people. Just... Live happily and die alone too
That's all for me, see you again... Untrusted Strangers
