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10000DaysTooMany

10000DaysTooMany

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Apr 14, 2023
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I mentioned making a trip back to my home town previously. I only have one day left and it still feels like a goodbye trip. Pretty soon I'll be saying my final farewells to them. I'm still not sure when I'll CTB but it'll have to wait at least a month or two. When I spent time at my parents house my dad mentioned that I seem much more somber now. My mom and I discussed suicide too, she said she'd never end her life early, but she's ready to go. All my friends feel the shift in my demeanor too. I think when I get back I'm going to make the effort to distance myself from everyone here.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you eventually find what you search for.
 
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eashanm

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Feb 22, 2023
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You doing a combined suicide with your mother?
 
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I wish you the best in your journey. Thank you for sharing.
 

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