JuzoXIII
Lone Ranger
- Jul 18, 2019
- 6
I don't know. I've been here for awhile. As a reader at least. But I've been like this for 8 years. Will it get better? I don't really know. I waited for 8 years for things to get "better". But it's not happening. People are avoiding because I'm always sad and figured I needed some time alone. I pushed them away. And it's my fault i guess. All this has been my fault. I'm Just a mistake. I want their attention but i don't want to beg for it. I want to kill myself honestly. But I've been flaking myself. I'm scared. I'm stuck. I'm just. I don't know.
