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moonmuse

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MyShadow

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I read your letter and saddened that things got so terrible for you.
 
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Defatigatis

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And at my funeral, i didn't see you there...
Aug 16, 2022
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I'm sorry it has come to this. Much, much much much love to you, take care.
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moonmuse

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I read your letter and saddened that things got so terrible for you.
I'm sorry it has come to this. Much, much much much love to you, take care.
🥺 :heart:
I still have 8-9 days left but i wrote it already just in case you know because during my last days my hands wont want to work
I will post a seperate goodbye thread when i die thanking each one of you
 
Defatigatis

Defatigatis

And at my funeral, i didn't see you there...
Aug 16, 2022
68
I know what you mean. I also went ahead on my side by writing a farewell letter and video and ordered my SN yesterday.
Now I need to go get the medication and see which benzo i'm going to use.

Anyway, i'll stay tuned until then if you decide to go ahead with it or change your mind... again, much love
 
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karenin

karenin

I know I'm not right, but I'm not wrong
Sep 22, 2025
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That read was unbelievably shattering. Nowords.

We don't know each other, but you have my support. DM me whenever you want, in any case.

Please take care of yourself, stay safe.

💙X1000
 
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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
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Poor thing, I cannot believe you had be so mistreated.
It's really sad, just know its okay to go you are not going to be judged here.
 
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