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lemonandcapers

lemonandcapers

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Jun 7, 2025
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I have chronic illness and have been experiencing suicidal thoughts. I have been in distress for two months, but the other day, I was inconsolable. I cried so hard I could not breathe. The next day, my joints ached. Usually, this signifies that I am in a flare/about to experience one. My pain has only gotten worse with the passing days. It feels like someone is stabbing my back.

It was definitely caused by the stress I have been in. I hate that I am not allowed to feel negative emotions about my illness without my body punishing me for it.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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I am very sorry for your situation
sending you hugs and love 🫂:heart:
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds really dreadful to me, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this extreme pain and suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
MidnightDream

MidnightDream

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Sep 5, 2022
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I have fibromyalgia and can relate to this heavily
 

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