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dreamcatcher90

dreamcatcher90

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Aug 3, 2024
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It makes me feel happy.
I feel relieved that finally there's a chance to end this suffering.

It's the first day when I woke up and had very little of anxiety or panic attacks. I have risperidone. Need to get ibuprofen and scales to weight the sn.
My bday is going to be soon. I'll gift myself death. Sounds even romantic.

Each evening I go through sn threads here to find peace. I keep reading the reports and procedures.

I live alone, so probably will take my sn in the evening and hopefully death will take me during my sleep.

It's a bit difficult to do my everyday tasks. Feels a bit pointless. I'm sad that it will badly affect my mom. Rather than that, nobody will even notice. I don't want a funeral. Just my ashes to be scattered somewhere.

Not sure the reason of this post. Just wanted to share my happiness I guess.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you'd feel relieved at having a way to permanently escape from suffering but anyway I wish you all the best.
 

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