My Reason for CTB

[Csmith8827]

I'm trying to get vengeance/revenge/justice/ against someone who lied/did a bunch of fucked up shit and continues to do it. It's like this bully who keeps fucking with you. I think suicide is the only answer but I need to do it in a fashion that actually has some sort of meaning. Like I want transcendence when I die. I can't describe it. It's like the end of this song. The antagonist in my life is like this evil lord/god/demon/whatever. A foe I'm trying to defeat.

You can fast forward to the end or listen to it all. It's not a bad song. But the ending captures what i'm trying to get after.

 

[PhilosOfDoom]

What is your motive with revenge suicide? Based off the context, he doesn't seem to be a very empathetic individual, so why would this negatively effect him to such an extent to warrant your death? If he's doing anything illegal, document all details and go to the station. Otherwise, is it possible to disregard? Your taking your own life for another's actions, he is winning in essence. You admit defeat, and he will merely be either temporarily effected by your action, or happy with the event. This doesn't improve anything, and will only have a net-negative on your family members, you, and more. Is this the only actual reason you want to do this? What other things or people are making you do this, what other driving factors? I beg you to not let other's influence you. This is a very personal decision that shouldn't be based around duress. Do you actually want to die, do you actually dislike your life? If so, then I can only wish you the best on your journey.

If you ever need to vent, or chat, we are always here. Best of luck.

 

[Bustedhornet]

Usually the best way to get back at someone is to live your life to the fullest and smile at them when they see the new successful you.

 

[rankinchris]

I am the exact same, the mother of my child left me and I want to die so much and hope it emotionally hurts her. I know it is wrong to wish that on someone, But when she is letting a new guy already meet my daughter it makes me want to kill myself so that she thinks what have I done and in a way hope she misses me. But I guess you would never be around to know the impact it has.