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zulcywulcy

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Oct 10, 2024
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On the day of ctb im going to fill a bag with weights and other stuff and stay up until 2 am, when i make sure my whole family is asleep im going to leave through the backyard door and get on my bike and bike to the lake where im planning to do it. im going to sit at the pier for a few minutes and eat my favorite snacks and listen to my favorite music for the last time then im going to scout the area and make sure nobody is around. I will then jump into the cold water with the weights in my bag and let myself drown. Ill finally escape this world...
 
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drowning is a very peaceful way to go, i've heard. i wish i could get the courage. i wish you luck with your plan
 
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On the day of ctb im going to fill a bag with weights and other stuff and stay up until 2 am, when i make sure my whole family is asleep im going to leave through the backyard door and get on my bike and bike to the lake where im planning to do it. im going to sit at the pier for a few minutes and eat my favorite snacks and listen to my favorite music for the last time then im going to scout the area and make sure nobody is around. I will then jump into the cold water with the weights in my bag and let myself drown. Ill finally escape this world...
The water is going to be freezing! Sounds like a very painful way and definitely not peaceful
 
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zulcywulcy

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The water is going to be freezing! Sounds like a very painful way and definitely not peaceful
but sinc its freezing itll be easier to drown faster
 
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This seems like it's going to be really hard, tbh, the moment you get to the lake your SI will kick in. With drowning, you will fight hard to get a gasp of air, naturally, your SI will take over. You won't just peacefully sink to the bottom, getting water in your lungs is extremely painful. Drowning is a hard one, I've tried doing it to myself before, and SI kicks like a horse.
 
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zulcywulcy

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This seems like it's going to be really hard, tbh, the moment you get to the lake your SI will kick in. With drowning, you will fight hard to get a gasp of air, naturally, your SI will take over. You won't just peacefully sink to the bottom, getting water in your lungs is extremely painful. Drowning is a hard one, I've tried doing it to myself before, and SI kicks like a horse.
im going to inhale water as soon as i get in so i can pass out faster and i cant swim either so that helps ig
 
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I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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