I used to think I was a burden when my parents were paying the bills and fees, but now I am a grown up and have to take care about my own bills. I am burden to myself.
But I still believe there is no one in my life who "cares" about me. At least, not enough to hold me here. I am sick of people saying they are here for me, they support me, and I have strength to continue life. I really don't right now and probably need help. But they can't or won't.
Sleeping is a definitly a chore for me. It's so hard to fall a sleep and I don't want to wake up.