waistcoat
wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
- Aug 10, 2024
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on a train right now, i just had a glimpse of my arm while resting and all i can think about is the peace i will feel in just under 2 months. i have literal butterflies in my stomach. i feel weightless thinking about it. it makes me so happy. it's like that feeling you get on a rollercoaster when you're floating out of your seat from a bump, the pure joy of that and the rush it gives you.
i can't wait. i'm so excited
update 40m later: still have this feeling in my stomach. i feel euphoric and broken at the same time.
i keep thinking about the people that will miss me, i think it's going to hurt them a lot. i also think after i die a few of them might stumble across this account… so if they do, hi frens, sorry, i love you, i miss you, pls don't blame yourself~<3 these past few months have been amazing, you couldn't have stopped this, nor would i have wanted you to, i've wanted this for years and i am finally free from my suffering, i love you, lots
i can't wait. i'm so excited
update 40m later: still have this feeling in my stomach. i feel euphoric and broken at the same time.
i keep thinking about the people that will miss me, i think it's going to hurt them a lot. i also think after i die a few of them might stumble across this account… so if they do, hi frens, sorry, i love you, i miss you, pls don't blame yourself~<3 these past few months have been amazing, you couldn't have stopped this, nor would i have wanted you to, i've wanted this for years and i am finally free from my suffering, i love you, lots
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