FireFox
Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,886
I turned 28 this week and I have decided I don't want any more years of life. Life is not for me some human beings are not made for living I am one of them.
All my life I have struggled to fit in and always felt like an error in God's design. To live in this world you have to be strong, fit in with crowd and be loveable. I am eccentric, inquisitive and outspoken those things got me labelled as a weirdo by society and other people thought my life. I am misunderstood by everyone and never found belonging. I will never be good enough for any man I love. That 55 year old man messed me up in so many ways. My 20s have been a failure and that's another factor for me.
I will be doing thrill seeking activities ie abseiling and climbing, travelling and then when I am in my 30s I am going to end it all. SN will be my choice of method. I am tired of it all.
All my life I have struggled to fit in and always felt like an error in God's design. To live in this world you have to be strong, fit in with crowd and be loveable. I am eccentric, inquisitive and outspoken those things got me labelled as a weirdo by society and other people thought my life. I am misunderstood by everyone and never found belonging. I will never be good enough for any man I love. That 55 year old man messed me up in so many ways. My 20s have been a failure and that's another factor for me.
I will be doing thrill seeking activities ie abseiling and climbing, travelling and then when I am in my 30s I am going to end it all. SN will be my choice of method. I am tired of it all.
