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xXSufferingXx

Warlock
Feb 21, 2025
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my hypothetical top 5 methods (all of it is hypothetical):
there are prefered hypothetical methods that aren't available, such as buying the Nembutal i believe it's called.
and a firearm.

so if we exclude those methods, my top 5 hypothetical methods would be:
1. hanging with a specific type of knot (the youtube video title is:
Adjustable Slip Knot – The Easiest Sliding Loop You'll Ever Tie
... and don't people also recommend thick socks around the throat to easilier pass out?
or am i thinking of something else?
and it would hypothetically by full hanging, as also described on this site.
it can be done from the top of a door.
please correct me on anything you feel i might be wrong about, factually.

2. SN... and i would maybe combine it with something else for an almost guaranteed effect, once again hypothetically speaking only of course.

3. jumping, but i'm really really scared of accidentally landing on an innocent person.
so it would need to be a secluded place, or maybe jumping into a water.
but i've seen professional swimmers jump from like 80 or maybe even 100 meters and land elegantly, absolutely nothing lethal about it.
so i don't understand that one. how sometimes it's lethal, but not always?

4. BBQ grill method but that is also risky because it can affect innocent people, so it would need to be in a tent or somewhere else secluded.
maybe an abandoned building, setting up a tent in there.

5. i have epilepsy and i could probably do things such as sleep deprivation, to sort of "schedule" (if you will) a seizure and then
make sure i'm in a dangerous place for a potential seizure, such as a swimming pool.
there's certain bad things i can do to make myself more likely to have seizures, as i just for example said; sleep deprivation.
a seizure lasts probably 3 minutes (tho it feels like 3 hours), it should be enough for someone to hypothetically drown.

fuck it, i said top 5, but why stop?

6. fentanyl OD... i would need to be sure i got a very high guaranteed lethal dose to suicide with.
obviously not tell the pusher, but make sure to obtain that information before hypothetically doing it.

7. this one is really crazy, but aviici did it. stabbed himself in the neck with a broken bottle.
they said he got lucky and hit his arteries in the right place, and that it's a difficult thing to do.
and you also have to be really really eratic and hyped up to stab yourself in the neck, i assume.
i think i would only be able to stab myself in the neck one time, and then i don't think i could do anymore.
so it would need to be that one lucky stab right in the arteries.

8. stabbing myself in the heart or something, or just doing your best to lose as much blood as possible, hypothetically.
any suggestions?

9. strangulation or cutting off your own air supply.
i know you can't strangle yourself to death, because as soon as you pass out, your hands would loosen, and you would eventually wake up later.
but what about something with a plastic bag?
or zip ties around your own neck
 
dragon.//

dragon.//

Member
Nov 5, 2025
46
it is highly unlikely that you end up going through with the 8th method. Your mind will physically and mentally stop you from stabbing yourself
 

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