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huntrix#1fan
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- Aug 19, 2025
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I live in an old shitty apartment. Constant problems with mice and bugs. Always surrounded by spiders and cockroaches. One day i spent HOURS wiping down my apartment, cleaning up disgusting amounts of mouse pee and shit. I took foam and steel wool and i closed every entrance I could find. set up cockroach bait. i bought mouse traps and set them down with bait. i thought i solved it, and i was so proud of myself. ......until today when i saw a mouse, maybe a rat who knows, in a different room. I am so fucking tired i broke down crying. I feel disgusting. I have episodes of severe depression where i can not do anything. i can not get out of bed let alone do chores. i try so so hard. i live by myself. i cook and i clean and i do my own laundry. and yet i live in these shit conditions. too poor too afford better. too tired to change. too tired to bathe everyday or even eat. i want to go to sleep forever. i want to never wake up