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lkjhgfdsa1

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Apr 17, 2024
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The last couple of days have been so emotionally draining and I am so exhausted.

I wish it could all just be over. All the days are the same and I am simply waiting for the day to pass, waiting till I get an opportunity to ctb.

And at times, I suddenly get euphoric feelings about the future, trying to imagine a future in which my problems do not exist anymore— but as I am hit with reality, everything collapses again, and the darkness in me becomes even darker.

I need to stop this endless cycle. I need to face reality and accept that I lost. I am tired of planning for a future that is not mine. I do not have a future. I do not want a future.

I am so tired
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
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The last couple of days have been so emotionally draining and I am so exhausted.

I wish it could all just be over. All the days are the same and I am simply waiting for the day to pass, waiting till I get an opportunity to ctb.

And at times, I suddenly get euphoric feelings about the future, trying to imagine a future in which my problems do not exist anymore— but as I am hit with reality, everything collapses again, and the darkness in me becomes even darker.

I need to stop this endless cycle. I need to face reality and accept that I lost. I am tired of planning for a future that is not mine. I do not have a future. I do not want a future.

I am so tired
Same
The moments of maybe I can make it a few more months
Maybe a year
Turn to absolutely not very quickly
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
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Yeah I feel you. I also feel I have no future. Some days I just lay in bed and daydream about my dream life which is unattainable and impossible, trying to escape the hellish reality
 
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lizzywizzy09

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May 11, 2024
460
Yeah I feel you. I also feel I have no future. Some days I just lay in bed and daydream about my dream life which is unattainable and impossible, trying to escape the hellish reality
I don't even have a dream life anymore. I just want a normal life but even that is unobtainable now.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I need to stop this endless cycle. I need to face reality and accept that I lost. I am tired of planning for a future that is not mine. I do not have a future. I do not want a future.
We may know that we lost in life - I can really relate to that - yet it's not that easy to off ourselves just bc we lost and have no future, even if that is the most logic decision we can ever make.
 
cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
557
The last couple of days have been so emotionally draining and I am so exhausted.

I wish it could all just be over. All the days are the same and I am simply waiting for the day to pass, waiting till I get an opportunity to ctb.

And at times, I suddenly get euphoric feelings about the future, trying to imagine a future in which my problems do not exist anymore— but as I am hit with reality, everything collapses again, and the darkness in me becomes even darker.

I need to stop this endless cycle. I need to face reality and accept that I lost. I am tired of planning for a future that is not mine. I do not have a future. I do not want a future.

I am so tired
Same, I have passed 7 years like that. And I feel like no one likes me, prolly I was immature back then anyway I want out
 

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