• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block.

M

MercenariesofMidgar

Specialist
Nov 30, 2024
376
I'm getting frustrated. I just want to die and that's it. I'm endlessly worried and I want to make it an easier transition on my family. I live with them, but we have a shed which I feel like I could hang myself in (will post details later) Is killing myself in the backyard of where we rent a good idea????? I don't want them to get evicted or anything from it. It's just easiest for me, compared to traveling for an hour to the forest. (My method is hanging) I would have to go to the forest before hand to know where to go... and I risk getting caught by someone hiking or something no?? As long as no one is home, and I know they're busy, I could have few hours where no one knows where I am. On the other hand, I want them to get closure on my body. I was planning to text my friend about 2-3 hours (pre made sms messsage) to come over and call the police, but don't check in the shed and say my goodbye message to him. Would it hurt my family more to know that's my last place i lived? They are spiritually inclined so I thought having easy access to where I dead would make it easier for them to do something that makes them feel better. Thanks everyone.
 
  • Like
Reactions: fkyou
Upon a hanging Body

Upon a hanging Body

Suicide Strategist/Expert
Jan 5, 2025
967
I feel that if you just disappear into the forest that would be more difficult for your family to find you and find closure but it's your options you decide how you go . Just go with peace and remember other people will have to clean up the mess you made when you go.
It's best to make it as easy as possible on them if you care for them.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: MercenariesofMidgar
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,798
I also just wish to not exist, it's all I personally hope for, I hope that you find the freedom from the suffering you search for.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: ijustwishtodie

Similar threads

A
Replies
10
Views
850
Suicide Discussion
AreWeWinning
AreWeWinning
Despondent_Fondant
Replies
9
Views
285
Suicide Discussion
claracatchingthebus
claracatchingthebus
mymarbles
Replies
3
Views
217
Suicide Discussion
TBONTB
T
chudeatte
Replies
4
Views
328
Suicide Discussion
dontwakemeup
D