My hanging attempt failed. Need concoction.

[30LoverForever]

Only managed to almost black out and chickened out after a few attempts.

Its not traumatising anymore for me, must mean I'm truly dead to the world.

My 5 simple reasons why I hate being alive though

- My heart grows weary from petty lies, my own lies and life.

- Jealousy. Whether its relationship or friendship

- How at nearing the end of my prime (I am in my mid to late 20's soon) I failed life in some ways

- I just don't want to be here anymore. I still hold on to the simple things in life that bring me joy

- Relationships and friendships.

Bonus:

- The fact that everything ends.

Count me out. I need a drug concoction that I can use so I can leave this planet.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also just wish to be gone and I always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing that is guaranteed, I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.