Method My first post in this site and it's about SN

[Worthless Maid]

Hi everyone
I was visiting this site very often but I didn't had any accounts.
I'm 20F my ctb reason long story short is I always struggle with people. Mostly because of my parents conflicts each other and overprotective mother. I don't have any friends and I can't make one in real life. So normal life is something not for me & I can't keep living like this.

I'm recently thinking about ctb very seriously and I have collected sn
I don't know when I might be able to leave because I'm so scared of pain but I think I might do it soon.

I have sodium nitrite, domperidone as AE and bromazepam. I don't have Beta blocker but I can get them if needed. And I'm kinnda confused about this. Some says it might make your death slow. Any idea about this ? And should I be taking this if I ctb one day with sn?


And thank you everyone for reading this long post (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
I find this community very friendly for people like us. Have a great day everyone. Love you all sasu members (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

 

[dewdfish]

There's plenty of people who used different protocols here. Some only took SN and nothing else. You can look up around the site and I'm sure you'll find it. But overall, it's a pretty "painless" moment.

 

[Worthless Maid]

There's plenty of people who used different protocols here. Some only took SN and nothing else. You can look up around the site and I'm sure you'll find it. But overall, it's a pretty "painless" moment.

Thanks i will try

 

[kufajoy]

I will take Propranolol 400mg if I die from sn. Whatever happens happens

 

[Untoten_]

Thanks i will try

When you do take SN your blood pressure tanks and it can cause the same effect that gives you a headache (that's just blood vessels btw, your brain has zero pain receptors).

That's it for "pain" there might be "panic" if your survival instinct kicks in, but that's it. But even then that's an if.

When people say take 1000mg of Paracetamol/Tylenol/Acetaminophen that's mainly to counter act that small little pulsing headache and it's one of the only other ones that won't make you vomit.

SN (also KN) is slow because it gives you time to reflect and it is painless and peaceful. This is why when I ctb, I'm gonna go to the only place I have good memories in, besides it looks absolutely lovely and I'll be found the next day by seasoned hikers.

My point is SN and KN are meant to be slow but peaceful. At least if you do it right, you'll die with an amazing view.

 

[Kayla]

My point is SN and KN are meant to be slow but peaceful. At least if you do it right, you'll die with an amazing view.

SN isn't slow at all. You normally are unconscious by the 12-minute mark. It happens so fast.

 

[bluevalentine]

hey i relate alot to your situation, hope you find success in what youre looking for. i also new and still doing more research on everything would gabapentin work as anti acid?

 

[Worthless Maid]

hey i relate alot to your situation, hope you find success in what youre looking for. i also new and still doing more research on everything would gabapentin work as anti acid?

I heard it also work as anti acid. But isn't actual anti acid medicine easy to get ?

SN isn't slow at all. You normally are unconscious by the 12-minute mark. It happens so fast.

I have read your post. It sounds like very peaceful actually. I'm also glad you are okay