I'm planning to CTB this week most likely.
Would like to run this by you all and get feedback/adjustments before I go through with anything. Thinking I may document my experience on the day and feel less alone with you all here.
On the day:
-fasting all day
- Book into hotel in the afternoon
-in the eve take gravol
(my only option for AE, also taking about 150mg of seroquel per day)
-set up signs on the bedroom door warning of the body inside: "do not enter unless emergency services" etc.
-take a couple propanolol pills and one ativan
-prepare 2 cups of 25grams SN in 100ml of water.
-take two more ativan, one zopiclone, mirtazapine and a bunch of melatonin.
- Swallow 20 premade SN capsules (extra insurance? Or overkill?)
-crawl into bed with cup of sn in hand, and the other one on the bedside table. And a bucket in case i puke as well
Swallow the glass of SN and try to doze off.
If i vomit then i drink the other glass too.
Anyways thats my plan. Any input or feedback would be greatly appreciated.
Love you all ❤
Would like to run this by you all and get feedback/adjustments before I go through with anything. Thinking I may document my experience on the day and feel less alone with you all here.
On the day:
-fasting all day
- Book into hotel in the afternoon
-in the eve take gravol
(my only option for AE, also taking about 150mg of seroquel per day)
-set up signs on the bedroom door warning of the body inside: "do not enter unless emergency services" etc.
-take a couple propanolol pills and one ativan
-prepare 2 cups of 25grams SN in 100ml of water.
-take two more ativan, one zopiclone, mirtazapine and a bunch of melatonin.
- Swallow 20 premade SN capsules (extra insurance? Or overkill?)
-crawl into bed with cup of sn in hand, and the other one on the bedside table. And a bucket in case i puke as well
Swallow the glass of SN and try to doze off.
If i vomit then i drink the other glass too.
Anyways thats my plan. Any input or feedback would be greatly appreciated.
Love you all ❤
