Venting My brother beaten me yesterday

[front of me]

He dragged my hair to the ground and hit me
I am treated like an animal locked in a cage. I cannot call the police because iam gay,The tunnel seems dark, there is really no hope I have other problems too. My mind always deceives me with this false hope
My ex gone
And my friends too because iam gay

 

[Andro_USYD]

Why did he do that? Do U still have parents to supervise you? Gonna need a bit of background information to help you. Arguing? +Isn't this forum 18+?

 

[CTBookOfLife]

I am so so so sorry. I was attacked (strangled) by someone recently and can't call the police either.

Recovery/Felling better tip:
Just try to latch onto things that make you happy, but not in a way that the abuse happening will make you feel worse because you were "finally feeling better" (I know the feeling), just in a way that you can tell yourself "I can go back to my happy things now that that's done."

And hey, if it "isn't ever done," I get that feeling too.

Good luck with wherever your life goes.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I'm so sorry. You don't deserve any of that.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Are the police in your area very homophobic? I don't quite see the connection. Are you able to leave home in the near future? If you are being abused and rejected for who you are, it sounds like you need a fresh start. If the area you live is particularly homophobic, maybe you should look to move to somewhere where people are more tolerant. I'm sorry. Your situation sounds awful.

 

[FuneralCry]

That is so horrible what happened to you, it disgusts me how humans just create so much harm. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Aergia]

Is being gay a crime where you live?