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chickenleg9836

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Jan 6, 2026
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hello dear randoms, my therapy ended last week. my boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me today. he was the only one i had. i have neither friends nor normal family. i'm going to kill myself, so i wish everyone a goodbye.
 
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Have you tried getting him back?
 
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chickenleg9836

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Jan 6, 2026
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since it's not impossible i have decided to try going back to being the person he first fell in love with and only do it if there is no way out at all anymore. i'll also deactivate my account and try looking at the recovery resources for the first time after years of lurking here. just writing this incase he ever finds my post. i wish everyone good luck.
Have you tried getting him back?
 
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Nov 26, 2025
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since it's not impossible i have decided to try going back to being the person he first fell in love with and only do it if there is no way out at all anymore. i'll also deactivate my account and try looking at the recovery resources for the first time after years of lurking here. just writing this incase he ever finds my post. i wish everyone good luck.
This is excellent news. I wish you the best in reconciling with him.Try your hardest.I hope you win him over.
 
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Jun 24, 2025
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I went through the same thing last year and I was 100% sure that I would die. But I didn't and I'm still here today, and completely over him. I know it feels impossible to move forward and you feel like the most important part of your life has been taken from you. But I just want you to know it is absolutely possible to move on and keep living, and you need to believe in yourself. And I believe in you. 💕
 
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SASU-KE

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I went through the same thing last year and I was 100% sure that I would die. But I didn't and I'm still here today, and completely over him. I know it feels impossible to move forward and you feel like the most important part of your life has been taken from you. But I just want you to know it is absolutely possible to move on and keep living, and you need to believe in yourself. And I believe in you. 💕
Well put 😤.In the moment people find it very difficult to cope, but time heals all wounds. Please take heed OP. I hope you gain some solace from this.
 
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