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quintessence1

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Feb 13, 2023
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Hello!

I was planning to ctb a day before but I decided to allow myself to reach to this point. Not entirely sure if it was worth it because in seriousness, I do feel shortchanged. I guess I was expecting that more people would care about it as much as I did. It sounds selfish to say but it sucks feeling like nobody else can value the importance of this day as much as I do, especially since I've lived like XX years of my life fighting through so much. I suppose the people in my life don't know that or I guess, they really don't care as much as they used to. In some ways, I kinda wished I went through my plan. Will consider it if I can find a reliable method by the end of today.
 
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soon4good

soon4good

unfinalized
Dec 2, 2024
75
Hello!

I was planning to ctb a day before but I decided to allow myself to reach to this point. Not entirely sure if it was worth it because in seriousness, I do feel shortchanged. I guess I was expecting that more people would care about it as much as I did. It sounds selfish to say but it sucks feeling like nobody else can value the importance of this day as much as I do, especially since I've lived like XX years of my life fighting through so much. I suppose the people in my life don't know that or I guess, they really don't care as much as they used to. In some ways, I kinda wished I went through my plan. Will consider it if I can find a reliable method by the end of today.
Birthdays do tend to end up being and feeling weird like this
 
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chudeatte

chudeatte

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Aug 5, 2025
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happy birthday, I hope you can find some enjoyment today even if its just a little. you'll find peace one day.
 
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moonlightbeach

moonlightbeach

close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
Jul 14, 2025
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happy birthday @quintessence1, we're here for you 🫂 <3
 
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knickknack81

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Apr 28, 2025
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Happy birthday. Not matter what you end up doing, I'm wishing you nothing but the best.
 
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fedup1982

Student
Jul 17, 2025
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Well done getting this far! I hope your birthday is better than all the other days you've had this year!
 
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mangoastronaut

mangoastronaut

Member
Aug 7, 2025
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Happy birthday friend! Hope this day is at least a bit better for you. Congrats on sticking around another day
 
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ElTopo

ElTopo

Don't listen to me, I am drunk
Mar 30, 2025
151
Hello!

I was planning to ctb a day before but I decided to allow myself to reach to this point. Not entirely sure if it was worth it because in seriousness, I do feel shortchanged. I guess I was expecting that more people would care about it as much as I did. It sounds selfish to say but it sucks feeling like nobody else can value the importance of this day as much as I do, especially since I've lived like XX years of my life fighting through so much. I suppose the people in my life don't know that or I guess, they really don't care as much as they used to. In some ways, I kinda wished I went through my plan. Will consider it if I can find a reliable method by the end of today.
I felt the same way through a lot of my birthdays, you are not alone.

Happy birthday
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

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Apr 21, 2025
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In Japan people give gifts away to others to celebrate having been born. That's what I think about, and I don't worry about birthdays anymore.
 
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cookiencream

cookiencream

Phantom tripple crown
Jul 26, 2025
145
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
 
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bambibambam

bambibambam

𑄻𑄾 i’m on your side..!!
Jan 29, 2024
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happy birthday. i will light a candle for you 🕯️
 
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enjoytheride

Student
Jun 29, 2025
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Happy Birthday! Wishing you all the best! 🙏
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I wish you the best with everything today~ Happy birthday, quintessence1~ :) I hope it's better for you today~
 
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