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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
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I had a breakdown about 5 weeks ago, when on an extended bender.

I don't remember most of it. I posted a lot of concerning stuff and sent messages to a lot of people.
I ended up getting woke up at 7:45am by the police, the following the day. They were concerned for my welfare, so somebody on my personal social media obviously reported me. I talked my way out of it. Dismissed it as "drunk talk". They left. I've basically just been in hiding ever since. Deleted all my social media accounts, threw my phone in a drawer etc. I exposed myself. My vulnerabilities. I feel incredibly guilty.

No more of this. Nobody should be dragged into my shit. I've embarrassed and humiliated myself enough.

This is my burden to bear.
 
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