Never Free
Student
- Feb 6, 2019
- 177
lately have been purposefully screwing up my nutrition bc I want Refeeding Syndrome. It's messing with my mind in a major way resonate with this strongly
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one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,068
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Cluesome
- Apr 5, 2018
- 1,733
I found them accidentally a few years ago. I was looking for Fields of Desolation by Arch Enemy and stumbled upon a soundtrack with this exact name composed by a funeral doom metal band. Sounds to me like the early works of Shade of Despair but with "low" growling, blends harmoniously with the instrumental part.
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,068
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Your Music Choices are Nice!
i used to do aerobics to Snoop & sometimes confused my friends from church when i switched from Tchaikovsky classical piano & jamming to Down for My Nig**s in my car... absolutely Love Snoop Dogg
(sadly a cop i was dating threw away my Snoop cd and lectured me about my eclectic musical choices, LOL, *sigh*)
FLY AWAY by Lenny Kravitz...
Love this song as a CTB ish / old clubbing dancing days / F*ck this crazy planet / Let's All Let Go... kind of Music...
I would have been soooo pissed if someone threw away any of my CD's. I know I have some Snoop … somewhere. Most of the CD's I have are Rock & Metal … even Pop & Hip-Hop/Rap. Sometimes I'm cranking Five Finger Death Punch … sometimes it's 2Pac. When I used to hang out with a former buddy of mine (since moved away ... and just didn't keep in touch) we listened to a lot of Rap.
Lenny Kravitz-Fly Away is awesome. I wish I could just fly away. 
Yomyom
Darker dearie, much darker
- Feb 5, 2020
- 923
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,068
I don't know if I've listened to Lethargy Of Death before … I can't remember. I don't have time to listen to the entire video right now. I will try to come back to it. I LOVE Arch Enemy also. So much music I love ... I can't listen to it all. 
ForensicallyAware
Specialist
- Feb 10, 2020
- 314
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,068
one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
Myforevercharlie
Guilt and Regret
- Feb 13, 2020
- 3,242
scream at the sky, it's easier than crying
I'm shyest when I'm shouting out loud
I feel so alone in a room full of people
I'm loneliest when I'm out in a crowd
I'm alone, and nobody hears me
Can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,157
one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
Cannibal Corpse - Gallery of Suicide
Skathon
"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
- Oct 29, 2018
- 591
"And looks like there's no way out"
"I can feel the air is poisonous
I should hold my breath"
"No, that's not your fault
I play my role,
And death is my goal"
"No!
There is no way to escape this
Red ocean around you"
"All my life I was thinking
Time is ticking backwards,
But life has no reverse
My life has no reverse"
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,068
one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
tooStupidForExitBag
Member
- Mar 13, 2020
- 87
Recently started listening to まふまふ (mafumafu). Really like the song "I wanna be a girl", it helps me temporarily escape reality and it perfectly captures one of my secret desires (not actually being a girl, but being cute).
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,068
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
Guns N Roses-November Rain
Last November i lost my heart.. at sunrise after he ctb'd it rained for the first time welcoming winter.. (this is one of my favorite bands and songs) xAttachments
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FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
Tnx mate Hehe its just scribbles from childhood.. actually wanted to send u me as XL lolSo sorry for your loss. GNR is awesome. Nice artwork
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FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
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Myforevercharlie
Guilt and Regret
- Feb 13, 2020
- 3,242
Why ask how I feel how does it look to you?
I feel hook, line and sinker, I lost my captain and my crew
I'm standing on the landing, there's no one there but me
That's where you'll find me, looking out on the deep blue sea
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
BUT ARLO GIRL! - WHAT IF WE CANT KEEP OUR FRIENDS FROM DEATH?..
BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
"LIVIND DEAD"!! TRUE DAT!!! FIRST VID NOT AVAILABLE BAA..
BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
