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Haematemesis

Haematemesis

Student
Jan 12, 2025
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it's almost 3 am and i just realized that music helps me relieve pain, let go of suffering and unbearable thoughts. it gives me pure ecstasy and joy. i wonder if anyone else feels like this

sometimes i just drink alcohol and dance and it eliminates all the pain.

i mostly listen to metal and particularly black metal. i love the dark atmosphere and riffs that remind me of my childhood for some reason. when i discover a new lovely song it feels orgasmic.

i also plan to learn play instruments. probably guitar or electro guitar. i have a keyboard and sometimes play chaotic melodies because I don't know how to play it genuinely but it is such an emancipating experience.
 
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mikgazer6

mikgazer6

No existence, no problem
Jul 1, 2024
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pure expression of the essence of human life
 
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Electra

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The relief of giving in to destruction
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One word only: yes.
 
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