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LittleJem

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I found someone who sells morphine 60 mg a pill.

Online, it is saying the lethal dose for opiate naive people is 300mg or something like that....but the recipes on here require 15 grams of morphine, together with digoxin and propanolol, I don't have either or those.

Can anyone help/comment? Thank you, all comments appreciated.

Just to add, I do have strong, fake xanax
 
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inneedrelief

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I want morphine tell me. I want to get it too
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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I want morphine tell me. I want to get it too
What would you use it for? I don't know/ doubt it can be used for CTB, without the other ingredients.

I think it would probs make me puke a lot
I don't like opiods. Just wish this could be useful for ctb
 
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purebliss

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Mar 3, 2026
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Funny enough.

Morphine is so easily sourced. Even from DH.
But then simple stuff such as digoxin can't be found ANYWHERE
Not DrugHub, not DarkMatter and not BlackOps Market.
Nowhere.

I was also considering the 5 Drug cocktail as a CTB method but I will not be able to get my hand on that anywhere in Europe
 
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LittleJem

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There are so few exits from this hell of existence.

The amitrtptiline and meto are easier to source. It is just such a long method, and people have cast doubts on it.
 
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letsmakeitagoodworl

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Sep 25, 2022
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Funny enough.

Morphine is so easily sourced. Even from DH.
But then simple stuff such as digoxin can't be found ANYWHERE
Not DrugHub, not DarkMatter and not BlackOps Market.
Nowhere.

I was also considering the 5 Drug cocktail as a CTB method but I will not be able to get my hand on that anywhere in Europe
How is morphine hard to get? Maybe I just live in the wrong country
 
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gardenhouse

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Mar 26, 2026
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I found someone who sells morphine 60 mg a pill.

Online, it is saying the lethal dose for opiate naive people is 300mg or something like that....but the recipes on here require 15 grams of morphine, together with digoxin and propanolol, I don't have either or those.

Can anyone help/comment? Thank you, all comments appreciated.

Just to add, I do have strong, fake xanax
Have you tried dh?
 
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letsmakeitagoodworl

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Sep 25, 2022
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Digoxin is easy to get it grows in load air places and plant shops sell it when its in season
Have you tried dh?
How do you know the guys selling opiates is legit?
 
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Apr 5, 2025
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Digoxin is easy to get it grows in load air places and plant shops sell it when its in season

How do you know the guys selling opiates is legit?
You don't. You read reviews on the market site and also recommend reading reviews and asking questions on Dread.

Getting fake or weak stuff is always possible. Be prepared to potentially lose some money.
 
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volo

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Apr 22, 2026
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Well 15g for the recipe, would need 250 pills. I have ordered digoxin, but the largest pill it comes in is only 250 mcg pills. How much does the recipe call for?, and how many pills would that be? I think about 400 pills iirc; so you have 650 pills so far.
And then you need propranolol.
I saw a post here by someone that all this would amount to too many pills with too much filler, and would likely cause vomiting. Do you all think it would? Cause if it is feasible, I'd be all for it!!
Digoxin is easy to get it grows in load air places and plant shops sell it when its in season

How do you know the guys selling opiates is legit?
Unless… these plant shops have it in more concentrated form?

@letsmakeitagoodworl, do you know the potency of their digoxin?
I found someone who sells morphine 60 mg a pill.
Does your guy have more concentrated pills, by any chance?
 
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gardenhouse

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Mar 26, 2026
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Read again :>
I said Morphine is easy to get. Digoxin isn't
Just did a random search, apparently digoxin is available from pet pharmacy online store in US without prescription though, but the lethal dose is 400 pills to reach 100mg since each tablet is 0.25 mg and again in my fucking country it's prescription required.
 
purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
400
Just did a random search, apparently digoxin is available from pet pharmacy online store in US without prescription though, but the lethal dose is 400 pills to reach 100mg since each tablet is 0.25 mg and again in my fucking country it's prescription required.
It is regrettably almost absolutely not reachable at all in Germany man :')
I would have loved to go that way I won't lie
 
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gardenhouse

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Mar 26, 2026
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It is regrettably almost absolutely not reachable at all in Germany man :')
I would have loved to go that way I won't lie
I would love to go that way too mate, it's as powerful as barbiturate and peaceful. Maybe we who are here, should form a group and each aims to get 1 drugs that can be combined into DDMAPh, because getting them all as an individual is rather extremely difficult.

I wish i had the power of invisibility haha so i could sneak into a pharmacy, hospital or vet and take those nembutal
 
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purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
400
I would love to go that way too mate, it's as powerful as barbiturate and peaceful. Maybe we who are here, should form a group and each aims to get 1 drugs that can be combined into DDMAPh, because getting them all as an individual is rather extremely difficult.

I wish i had the power of invisibility haha so i could sneak into a pharmacy, hospital or vet and take those
Well regarding DDMAPh I already made a post about :')
 

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