Anyone else stuck in a loop of overwhelm. I'm trying to navigate the world as an autistic adult but I am burnt out and overwhelmed. The future,the unknowns, the uncertainty is scary. The thought of ctb is comforting in comparison. But Its still scary. So a constant battle of thinking of the future being overwhelmed comforted by death but simultaneously scared.
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It's horrendous, and being so self aware but not aware enough to know how to fix it. So just trapped in my head.
Halfhourdays
"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
- Mar 14, 2025
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That made me smile. But then again that's a known repeatable social interaction. Better than I get most days
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I understand as I always have so much dread for what lies ahead in this futile, torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer. I just wish I was never burdened with this existence at all, I'd never wish for any of this and I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what, it terrifies me how a human can exist for so long, I personally just want non-existence, I just want to never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing.
