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squillykilly

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Dec 15, 2025
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I keep thinking of different versions of my own personal afterlife, I know it's stupid, but the thought of death being your own personal heaven whether you deserve it or not is strangely comforting. Like will I get a heaven filled with lots of my girlfriend, creeper plushies and I win every overwatch match I play... Or is it a trippy experience, in eternal peace but being constantly happy and never getting bored... Will it feel like I've been tucked in bed and kissed goodnight.. i dunno I'm just blabbering
 
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soul2realm

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Oct 12, 2025
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I keep thinking of different versions of my own personal afterlife, I know it's stupid, but the thought of death being your own personal heaven whether you deserve it or not is strangely comforting. Like will I get a heaven filled with lots of my girlfriend, creeper plushies and I win every overwatch match I play... Or is it a trippy experience, in eternal peace but being constantly happy and never getting bored... Will it feel like I've been tucked in bed and kissed goodnight.. i dunno I'm just blabbering
No no its quite natural. I d the same. I have even get to like these classic afterlife movies such as Defending your life, the heavenly kid
 
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i was thinking about this recently too, it's the scariest part for me undoubtedly but i feel like if i hold my breath and imagine the place i want to end up in i'll be less hesitant to carry it out
 
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