Last time I made a post like this I said I was for sure going to ctb, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. My schizophrenia has gotten so bad I just exist as an empty husk all day long and I feel nothing. All I think about now is killing myself and escaping this hell I'm living in. I just don't think I can get myself to do it but I must in order to escape my suffering. If anybody else has been in my position does it truly get better? I feel like I just can't take the risk of nothing improving and just elongating my suffering.
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I don't wanna sugar coat it. For many of us, it never does. There's people who do manage to defeat their horrible circumstances, but they usually have the right resources for that, like a support system. SaSu has a subforum for them too. One should do whatever they personally feel comfortable with, even if no one else understands.Similar threads
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