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TooMuchToBear

TooMuchToBear

Student
Jan 3, 2021
121
Yes. Depending on how "at peace" I will feel with going through. Monday morning between 8 and 11am (UTC+2).
With N.
 
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TooMuchToBear

TooMuchToBear

Student
Jan 3, 2021
121
The guilt is hard. But I have no hope of ever being at peace with myself if I stay alive. Too much suffering and chaos in the mind. It has been so long.
 
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NeverGoodEnuff

Specialist
Sep 28, 2020
398
That feeling of "I just can't do this anymore" is the worst. The Worst.

Then you get ready to CTB and you can't do it.

It isn't fair. You have my sympathy. Been there...
 
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TooMuchToBear

TooMuchToBear

Student
Jan 3, 2021
121
That feeling of "I just can't do this anymore" is the worst. The Worst.

Then you get ready to CTB and you can't do it.

It isn't fair. You have my sympathy. Been there...
Thank you. Yes indeed. I'll see how it goes tomorrow.
 
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NeverGoodEnuff

Specialist
Sep 28, 2020
398
My Mom, back in the day, used to say "Things always look better in the morning." Well, that isn't always true, but many times I have clung to that thought. And often enough, it was true.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
I hope you find peace in whatever you decide. What is your method if I may ask?
 
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muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
I'm very sorry that life has pushed you to the point of having to make this decision
I hope you find the peace you seek, whatever route you decide to take in the end :heart::heart:
 
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TooMuchToBear

TooMuchToBear

Student
Jan 3, 2021
121
I hope you find peace in whatever you decide. What is your method if I may ask?
Thank you, much appreciated. My method is N from A.
I'm very sorry that life has pushed you to the point of having to make this decision
I hope you find the peace you seek, whatever route you decide to take in the end :heart::heart:
Thank you muffin, you're lovely <3
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
In case you leave this world for real on Monday, I wish you lots of love and eternal peace.
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
Whatever you decide we are all here for you
 
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TooMuchToBear

Student
Jan 3, 2021
121
Hour is getting closer.
If you guys don't hear from me in a while it means I'll be on the other side. Thank you for your support.
 
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Ashley_1988

Ashley_1988

Member
Dec 13, 2019
62
hope you decide whats the best for you- but if you are experiencing doubts than Don´t do it. The community will be here for you :heart:.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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I'm so grateful that you possess N as a means of self-deliverance as opposed to anything with potential for lingering consequences. If you do decide to proceed, I hope that the transition into an eternal slumber is peaceful and without any accompanying discomfort.

Much love to you :heart:
 
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Ashley_1988

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Dec 13, 2019
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My thoughts are with you what ever u decide..I am happy if u stay :heart:- But its totally up to you..feel yourself ..:hug:
 
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it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
RIP friend. Hope you find peace
 
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TooMuchToBear

Student
Jan 3, 2021
121
Thank you guys. Ate something light. Next is meto.
Took meto. If you don't hear from me after a while, I'll be sleeping forever. Wishing peace to all of you guys
 
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johntee23

Member
Jan 31, 2021
33
Yes. Depending on how "at peace" I will feel with going through. Monday morning between 8 and 11am (UTC+2).
With N.
It's the best way to go. Please reconsider if you have any hope. I have none as my health is gone. I need to CTB - preferably today.
Thank you guys. Ate something light. Next is meto.
Took meto. If you don't hear from me after a while, I'll be sleeping forever. Wishing peace to all of you guys
is this real?
 
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ThisWillNeverStop

Fake smile, real pain.
Dec 30, 2020
141
Thank you guys. Ate something light. Next is meto.
Took meto. If you don't hear from me after a while, I'll be sleeping forever. Wishing peace to all of you guys
Oh no.. Not you..
I'm so sorry I wasn't here to say you goodbye..
I hope you finally found peace :hug: ;-;
 

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