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lampshadereally

lampshadereally

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Essentially, I want to leave it up to chance. I would be fine to die but also fine to live, the main thing I want is a big change. I think that if I died I would finally be at peace, and if I lived my life wouldn't be the same boredom and meaninglessness that it always is. I'd like to feel as though some higher power got to decide my fate.

of course I would prefer the most painless option, but I understand that if survival is on the table that might not be an option. Anything that has a relatively equal chance of failing/succeeding.
 
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Proton

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Dec 11, 2025
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Essentially, I want to leave it up to chance. I would be fine to die but also fine to live, the main thing I want is a big change. I think that if I died I would finally be at peace, and if I lived my life wouldn't be the same boredom and meaninglessness that it always is. I'd like to feel as though some higher power got to decide my fate.

of course I would prefer the most painless option, but I understand that if survival is on the table that might not be an option. Anything that has a relatively equal chance of failing/succeeding.
Correct me if I'm mistaken, but most methods will give you somewhat of a permanent damage if you survive
 
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Not Today Satan

Not Today Satan

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May 9, 2024
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You gotta understand that outcomes after a suicide attempt are not boolean. It's not either death or full recovery with no issues as if nothing happened. It's more like a spectrum ranging from death to full recovery, with a wide range of in-between outcomes. Anything that has a 50% chance of death is very likely to cause permanent damage that leaves you with minimal quality of life.
 
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ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
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the statistician's CTB of choice is Russian Roulette
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Mage
Nov 12, 2025
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This could result in a fate far worse than death.
 
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