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JustaOddFlower

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Dec 13, 2025
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Do you think tying a belt with bags of beans tied tightly on both sides of my neck be secure enough to stop my breathing? Any quick methods that can be recommended. Something I can do at home in under 20 minutes of a total process. Preferably as painless as possible

Medications i have that could be used potentially

Buspirone
Paliperidone
Mirtazapine
Gaunfacine
Paroxetine
Lamotrigine
 
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ilovenewyork

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Nov 16, 2025
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None of that will work. What's with all the rush?
 
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JustaOddFlower

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Dec 13, 2025
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None of that will work. What's with all the rush?

I hesitate and choke. I get caught up in goodbyes and guilt. Feeling like obligated to stay here. And regretting everyday after wishing I took the shot. I heard it's easier impaired.
 
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TimingOut

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Sep 7, 2025
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Do you think tying a belt with bags of beans tied tightly on both sides of my neck be secure enough to stop my breathing? Any quick methods that can be recommended. Something I can do at home in under 20 minutes of a total process. Preferably as painless as possible

Medications i have that could be used potentially

Buspirone
Paliperidone
Mirtazapine
Gaunfacine
Paroxetine
Lamotrigine
I think bean bags are meant to cut the blood supply rather than air supply, you don't want to CTB by cutting your air supply. Suffocation is a kind of suffering, that's why waterboarding is torture and short hanging in execution is used for retribution.
 
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