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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
truth meet me tonight, how many months without sleep, i have lost sight, every inch of my body aches along with my heart. What is it I see in the mirror? I look so dead, empty and dirty. What a disgrace, to be me. It is so heavy knowing I have to leave. Waking every four hours, to new nightmares and horrible dreams, my anxiety at is peak. My soul is a torment, a horrible storm grows within me, and is taking me away with it. Drowning completely, did they see, did they listen…. Replaceable, my soul is so ill. Forgotten is what I meant to be. My insides are burning, everything is on ashes, the agony fills me every morning and second. Fuck, this is exhausting, wish I had a gun to blew out my head, so it shuts up finally.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
Wouldn't it be so nice just to sleep not to wake up again ever
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,180
Existence really is torture, and I envy those who have left this world. None of us here should ever have to endure such pain. I see death as being freedom from everything, I would also like to never wake again.
 
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ojinzo

ojinzo

Specialist
Feb 21, 2022
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truth meet me tonight, how many months without sleep, i have lost sight, every inch of my body aches along with my heart. What is it I see in the mirror? I look so dead, empty and dirty. What a disgrace, to be me. It is so heavy knowing I have to leave. Waking every four hours, to new nightmares and horrible dreams, my anxiety at is peak. My soul is a torment, a horrible storm grows within me, and is taking me away with it. Drowning completely, did they see, did they listen…. Replaceable, my soul is so ill. Forgotten is what I meant to be. My insides are burning, everything is on ashes, the agony fills me every morning and second. Fuck, this is exhausting, wish I had a gun to blew out my head, so it shuts up finally.
This was beautiful to me ♥️
 

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