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Venting Mental breakdown

Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
40
I am just so fucking sad vacation will be over in three days yet I am still alive. I was finally relieved because I thought I'd get sn from DSL, and I could finally go to rest but no I am going back to hell. I hate everything I am fucking desperate I just wanna ctb I don't even care about the pain anymore. I am so close to showing my insanity outwardly I'll be put in a ward. I am so scared and hopeless I am genuinely considering finding an abandoned building with still water and getting a brain eating amoeba or other deadly diseases on purpose. it sounds ridiculous but the chance of dying from brain eating amoeba is 97 % maybe I'd even get it medically assisted if am sick beyond saving.
 
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EndlessRage

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Aug 30, 2025
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Dandelion's said:
I am just so fucking sad vacation will be over in three days yet I am still alive. I was finally relieved because I thought I'd get sn from DSL, and I could finally go to rest but no I am going back to hell. I hate everything I am fucking desperate I just wanna ctb I don't even care about the pain anymore. I am so close to showing my insanity outwardly I'll be put in a ward. I am so scared and hopeless I am genuinely considering finding an abandoned building with still water and getting a brain eating amoeba or other deadly diseases on purpose. it sounds ridiculous but the chance of dying from brain eating amoeba is 97 % maybe I'd even get it medically assisted if am sick beyond saving.
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I'm sorry to hear about this i know what this feels like i hope you get through this
 
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