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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I take stabilizing meds and they help me a lot.
I still will lurk and answer some threads from time to time, and will only come back when seriously wanting to die to say goodbye or vent. And will answer any dms you send me, mind please that I might be afk at the time you message me.

I do a lot of art and learning how to draw and paint. I still do not have long and bright future ahead of me, but that is ok because I can just paint for now, or few months from now.

Afterwards I can ctb when life becomes.. not worth living, too hard or painful. It is very vain approach to life, but It is my life, though I might never really ctb. I guess it is just my coping mechanism. Maybe I could be more mature about it. At least that is what society would say.

Truth is I do not have everything figured out. Reason I stay here is because this forum is so open to talk about life and death.
 
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ven

Member
Aug 11, 2021
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Glad medication is working for you, I have an appointment this week with a psychiatrist to give it another go.
 
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miserableforever

miserableforever

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2020
488
I take stabilizing meds and they help me a lot.
I still will lurk and answer some threads from time to time, and will only come back when seriously wanting to die to say goodbye or vent. And will answer any dms you send me, mind please that I might be afk at the time you message me.

I do a lot of art and learning how to draw and paint. I still do not have long and bright future ahead of me, but that is ok because I can just paint for now, or few months from now.

Afterwards I can ctb when life becomes.. not worth living, too hard or painful. It is very vain approach to life, but It is my life, though I might never really ctb. I guess it is just my coping mechanism. Maybe I could be more mature about it. At least that is what society would say.

Truth is I do not have everything figured out. Reason I stay here is because this forum is so open to talk about life and death.
What are you taking? I'm so happy for you, that's amazing❤️
 
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