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LilGhost

LilGhost

Shark
Apr 8, 2026
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My internet doesnt work in my place, so I am pre-writing it in a pizza place lol.
This is probably will be my last message.... Ill be gone tmrw I think. I might end up writing a better message, if i survive this night, but it is what it is for now.
Thank you everyone. This place helped me going at least a month more. Ive been planning to be gone as soon as i find enough information on how to end things. But look where we are right now. Literally best thing for the past month. I wish everyone here well. You all take care
Goodbye, everyone,
Sincerely,
Hoping to turn into the Ghost soon - Me
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Love, peace and light to you.

Always around if anything changes.

Walter
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
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Wishing you peace.
 
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pk@2001

Member
Apr 27, 2026
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Wishing you peace 🕊️
 
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X-sanguinate86

Specialist
Sep 26, 2025
387
May you find peace.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,902
I hope you find peace.
 
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ManyADreadfulNight

not dead yet, dw
Mar 11, 2026
25
godspeed, man.
 
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iwkmsssb

what is it that i am?
Jun 8, 2026
115
i hope you find peace on whatever path you end up on
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
833
Goodbye, all the best to you <3
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,460
I hope you find peace :heart:
 
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LilGhost

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Apr 8, 2026
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Update: I survived the night. Took some sleeping aids and tried partial hanging, but ig i couldnt figure how to do it right and just knocked out. Going through a hella headache rn, but... to be fair i deserve it. Tho, some shit helped me yesterday, without it, i might have just use my plan b - bridge. I am still planning to ctb, just on the day i planned before, which is in a few days as i need to finish my business. I still need to finish writing my book, and ig the fact that i survived, is sign that mb i should. And on the bright side, i can actually write a good goodbye note then. Thank you everyone for kind words. May we all find some peace. Also, sorry if a message doesnt make sense, it is kinda hard to write as my mind in a confususion rn
Love, peace and light to you.

Always around if anything changes.

Walter
Wishing you peace.
Wishing you peace 🕊️
May you find peace.
I hope you find peace.
🕊️ peace be with you
godspeed, man.
i hope you find peace on whatever path you end up on
Goodbye, all the best to you <3
I hope you find peace :heart:
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
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Update: I survived the night. Took some sleeping aids and tried partial hanging, but ig i couldnt figure how to do it right and just knocked out. Going through a hella headache rn, but... to be fair i deserve it. Tho, some shit helped me yesterday, without it, i might have just use my plan b - bridge. I am still planning to ctb, just on the day i planned before, which is in a few days as i need to finish my business. I still need to finish writing my book, and ig the fact that i survived, is sign that mb i should. And on the bright side, i can actually write a good goodbye note then. Thank you everyone for kind words. May we all find some peace. Also, sorry if a message doesnt make sense, it is kinda hard to write as my mind in a confususion rn
Kick back and relax, write your book, and know that I am I bet so many others are so happy to have you with the family here.

Writing a book? Heavens I cannot complete whole sentences sometimes much less write a book. YOU have talent!

Hugs!

Walter
 
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LilGhost

Shark
Apr 8, 2026
100
Kick back and relax, write your book, and know that I am I bet so many others are so happy to have you with the family here.

Writing a book? Heavens I cannot complete whole sentences sometimes much less write a book. YOU have talent!

Hugs!

Walter
Yeah. I have at least one friend who'd be upset once im gone. Cant call it a BOOK book, more like.. smth between pamphlet and a book. I am writing a course of action we can take to fight capitalism and spreading awareness of wtf is wrong with this world (and a reminder how we are not angry enough over Epstine files). I hope my death can be a cool ad and that political party im in can use to do the rest. I dont know whenever it will have success, I just want to leave at least that, as a proof of my fight on this earth....

And i feel you with two sentences, I have to drink bunch of energy drinks and lock out of the world to be able to write smth decent, mb same strategy will help you. Also, starting with writing any keywords you get on a paper first, drawing arrows of what comes after what.
Like essay about hammerhead sharks: Teeth, they need to move to breath, sharks migrations, myths about their danger, endangered species

Those would roughly be my keywords. Then you think if you can connect them by adding more or shuffle the order to make it make sense:
Iconic hammerhead features and shark body structure -> teeth -> obligate ram ventilation -> sharks migration -> being close to the shore and danger -> the danger for humans not as big as iconic cinema makes us believe -> why should we care that hammerheads are endangered
And using that skeleton, you expand each topic more, start with some hook depends on whats your target audience is and finish it with summary of why did you even write that essay (like to raise awareness about hammerheads being endangered)

This is just roughly as I really wanted to give a simple example to explain the structure. Works for me, cant promise 100% satisfaction rate, but if writing smth you need to do for work/ or wanted to give it a try - From the bottom of my heart im giving you my recipe
Anyway! Thank you for the encouragement. I wish you well ^^
 
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