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Exiled

Exiled

I gave so many signs
Jun 17, 2023
311
i've lost the will to fight and i think that should be okay
i was talking to a coworker today and he said that's such a pity. he thinks its a shame i'm giving up "so fast" but when i told him i've been suffering for 28 years, he said that i haven't tried everything
i don't get it
what more can i try?
and why should i have to?
if i don't have the will within me, why should i try and "search for it"? i'm not quite sure why people think you HAVE to live when you don't want to.
i didn't choose to be here.

anyway, what difference does it actually end up making to people? truly? like, one less person in existence is actually probably for the best anyway.
i don't want this life.
and tbh, i don't think anyone wants me around.
 
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Mywill

Mywill

Member
Feb 6, 2020
91
I feel that in my heart. I am still alive because I had my will around. But it's not your fault, you tried and it didn't work as well as you intended.
 
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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
337
i've lost the will to fight and i think that should be okay
i was talking to a coworker today and he said that's such a pity. he thinks its a shame i'm giving up "so fast" but when i told him i've been suffering for 28 years, he said that i haven't tried everything
i don't get it
what more can i try?
and why should i have to?
if i don't have the will within me, why should i try and "search for it"? i'm not quite sure why people think you HAVE to live when you don't want to.
i didn't choose to be here.

anyway, what difference does it actually end up making to people? truly? like, one less person in existence is actually probably for the best anyway.
i don't want this life.
and tbh, i don't think anyone wants me around.
I agree with this wholeheartedly, I'm so tired of people who keep saying try this and try that. I swear I hate living more with each passing day
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
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i've lost the will to fight and i think that should be okay
i was talking to a coworker today and he said that's such a pity. he thinks its a shame i'm giving up "so fast" but when i told him i've been suffering for 28 years, he said that i haven't tried everything
i don't get it
what more can i try?
and why should i have to?
if i don't have the will within me, why should i try and "search for it"? i'm not quite sure why people think you HAVE to live when you don't want to.
i didn't choose to be here.

anyway, what difference does it actually end up making to people? truly? like, one less person in existence is actually probably for the best anyway.
i don't want this life.
and tbh, i don't think anyone wants me around.
Some people were just not meant to live, but I doubt everyone wants you dead or to disappear. You'll be missed by at least 1 person in this life if you go.
 

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