Lost for purpose

[bqhh]

It's been a few months since I last posted, I feel like life has no purpose I only stay alive for my parents and siblings but I'm 30 and feel like I've had my fill of what life has to offer. I'm just glad even if I never do not commit suicide I still will die someday and return to non existence, it is odd to me that no one choices life but if they chose to end their life it's looked down on

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Yes, it is also ironic that most of the population commits slow suicide by the lifestyle they're choosing to lead and that is totally cool, yet when someone wants to go quickly it's unacceptable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing just feels so futile to me as well and I also feel tired of it, I personally only just wish for non-existence, if it's up to me I never would have chose something so undesirable as existence at all. But anyway I wish you all the best.