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willitpass

willitpass

The awful things we do to make the head go quiet
Mar 10, 2020
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I want to die but am too traumatized from so many attempts. My body is failing me. I'm in so much pain, so so tired, feel so sick all of the time. I hope my body kills me. I'm not who I used to be. My mind isn't what it once was. I'm only in my early 20s yet it feels like I've cognitively declined like an elderly person with dementia half the time. I used to be so intelligent and capable. Now my mind and body are hardly here. I'm so tired. I just want to be done.
 
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willitpass

The awful things we do to make the head go quiet
Mar 10, 2020
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I'm slipping more and more by the day. My body and mind are not well.
 
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