Looks like I'm going to have to give up on SN

[shampoo sniffer]

It's just too difficult to obtain in the UK, especially if you're housebound and have very limited means.

I already got scammed by someone pretending to sell SN here on the forum.

I have three other options

1. Amitriptyline overdose (nearly impossible to buy online without prescription)
2. Hanging (don't have an anchor point in my bedroom, I live with my parents RN)
3. Walking into traffic and getting hit by a car (painful and can cause trauma for the driver)

Guess I'm trapped in this craphole against my will. Anyone else in a similar situation?

I wish I had the kind of personality that people were attracted to. No-one has ever wanted to voluntarily spend time with me - I'm an introvert and autistic. I wish I had a husband who loved me.

 

[At The Bus Stop]

It's just too difficult to obtain in the UK, especially if you're housebound and have very limited means.

I already got scammed by someone pretending to sell SN here on the forum.

I have three other options

1. Amitriptyline overdose (nearly impossible to buy online without prescription)
2. Hanging (don't have an anchor point in my bedroom, I live with my parents RN)
3. Walking into traffic and getting hit by a car (painful and can cause trauma for the driver)

Guess I'm trapped in this craphole against my will. Anyone else in a similar situation?

I wish I had the kind of personality that people were attracted to. No-one has ever wanted to voluntarily spend time with me - I'm an introvert and autistic. I wish I had a husband who loved me.

I believe you can use your door as an anchor point - tying something to your door handle and/or making a knot on the end so that I can't be pulled through between the door and the frame.

But yeah, it's very difficult to come across things in the UK.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

the UK seems to be the worst place to be able to suicide as the UK seems to have restricted or banned everything one could use to suicide painlessly and guaranteed

who scammed u?

see humans are evil

to scam a suicidal person is evil

I would never trust a another human

I don't even trust myself ( my subconscious mind programming and si) to go completely through with my own suicide

 

[shampoo sniffer]

who scammed u?

plzoffme

Should have realised in hindsight but I was desperate.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

plzoffme

Should have realised in hindsight but I was desperate.

How much was he charging to scam people?

 

[shampoo sniffer]

How much was he charging to scam people?

He was selling his SN for $90 plus shipping. He's banned anyway.

 

[kajal]

Never give up! there are options out there just have to keep looking and stay smart about it.

 

[unluckysadness]

I've been scammed with N for more than 700€ (not on this website but from Africa). I remember when I asked him a photo from the N bottle with my email address under the bottle. This bastard sent me a photo, so I thought it was OK. Then he asked me to pay an extra1500€ because of "taxes" of something like that. I don't have anger anymore but scamming a poor disabled person is not something acceptable.

 

[shampoo sniffer]

I've been scammed with N for more than 700€ (not on this website but from Africa). I remember when I asked him a photo from the N bottle with my email address under the bottle. This bastard sent me a photo, so I thought it was OK. Then he asked me to pay an extra1500€ because of "taxes" of something like that. I don't have anger anymore but scamming a poor disabled person is not something acceptable.

Damn, sorry for that. I guess I got off lightly. And yes, scamming the mentally ill is scummy.