Life interfering with suicide?

[Taki]

I started dating someone a few months ago, despite an earlier decision not to. We really hit it off, but a week or two into it, I couldn't help thinking, "Getting serious with someone will prevent me from killing myself," and it really bothered me. It was constantly on my mind. Finally I called him the other night and ended it. I feel like garbage since (actually always, just for a different reason).

I've had the same reaction to other life events. Has anyone else experienced this?

 

[moonandstars]

I started dating someone a few months ago, despite an earlier decision not to. We really hit it off, but a week or two into it, I couldn't help thinking, "Getting serious with someone will prevent me from killing myself," and it really bothered me. It was constantly on my mind. Finally I called him the other night and ended it. I feel like garbage since (actually always, just for a different reason).

I've had the same reaction to other life events. Has anyone else experienced this?

i have experienced this it a horrible feeling and only adds on to making your mind go more crazy than it did

 

[Living sucks]

No.. actually suicide is interfering with my life !

 

[miguel6565]

I started dating someone a few months ago, despite an earlier decision not to. We really hit it off, but a week or two into it, I couldn't help thinking, "Getting serious with someone will prevent me from killing myself," and it really bothered me. It was constantly on my mind. Finally I called him the other night and ended it. I feel like garbage since (actually always, just for a different reason).

I've had the same reaction to other life events. Has anyone else experienced this?

that maybe means you dont wanna kil yourself,maybe you wanna be saved

 

[Boredsapiens]

No.. actually suicide is interfering with my life !

Well said.

 

[darkhorse256]

Suicide definitely interferes with my life. I wish I could be grateful for all the things I have instead of thinking about how I'm going to lose and hurt the people I love when I CTB.

 

[SleeplessSoul]

The past year even though I've been making increasingly solid plans of how I'm going to ctb, I've made the best friends and got onto a PhD. The PhD is everything I've always wanted to do it. I know eventually I will kill myself but I know there's no time limit on when I can do it. I'm worried that I'll hurt my friends though so I'm definitely going to try and cut things off with them before I do anything.