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HappyFlowerofLOVE

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Dec 11, 2020
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So basically when i throw my ass outside i feel so hard its like anxiety and socialfobia and fear i kinda envy people that have a lot confidence im now i think im now at the fucking lowest point of my life its so unbeareable sometimes that i feel like a child that can do with it nothing just watch i simply dont know how to improve for myself
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

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Nov 30, 2020
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I can't really give you any advice so I'm just posting to let you know you're not alone. I usually end up in tears if I go anywhere alone. This world can be a cruel and lonely place when you're "different".
 
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140 bpm

Glitching in reality
Jan 26, 2020
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I can relate. This year my socialphobia reached the peak. even before covid. I can't say that I'm envy or angry on people around. I just don't know how behave in a fine way anymore.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Me neither, I'm about to be found out by my doctor that I'm self medicating above of what he prescribed and if so it's not gonna go do well. I hate this feeling of letting stupid things mess up with my life, sometimes I do wonder if my life has any meaning or am I just surviving it.
 
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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
885
Can relate my anxiety is so bad I'm pretty much homebound except for therapy/doctor appointment/ and things I'm forced to do.
 

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