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juna

Exhausted...
Mar 4, 2024
192
Let's share our bucket list. Maybe we will die without completing them but let's see what everyone wants to do.

My bucket list-
1. Want to see northern lights
2. Want to go on a vacation alone somewhere
3. Wanted a cat(complete)
4. Want to see Antarctica maybe
5. Want to go on a ship to ocean once
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
1. Figure who or what I was in my past life
2. Want to go traveling (to Qatar, the UAE, Kuwait, Turkey, Iran, Cyprus, Greece, Russia, Spain, Portugal, Israel, South Korea, Switzerland, etc)
3. Want to learn French and Russian. Also Spanish and Arabic because they're useful
4. Want to learn programming (Python, R, Java, and whatever else is useful)
5. Want to lose my V card
6. Want to get my crush to start talking to me again

etc.
 
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Namarupa

Namarupa

Student
Jan 24, 2024
112
Improve my English
Learn a new language (probably Italian or French)
Get better at Mahjong
Raise a Patagonian horse
Make friends with someone
 
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Guy Smiley

Guy Smiley

Just another lost soul
Jan 4, 2024
456
I've already done pretty much everything I ever wanted (realistically) to do. The only thing left on my bucket list is to kick the bucket.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,167
The only thing on mine is to die. I personally always associated bucket lists with people who wish to delay their inevitable fate rather than those who want to cease existing on their own terms but in my case existence truly is so undesirable, I don't want to experience anything, I simply wish to permanently not exist. For me it's a curse to be conscious and aware, existence has only ever caused me to suffer.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
I don't really have a bucket list. There isn't really anything in life that I want. I just don't see anything within life that I like.
The only thing on mine is to die. I personally always associated bucket lists with people who wish to delay their inevitable fate rather than those who want to cease existing on their own terms but in my case existence truly is so undesirable, I don't want to experience anything, I simply wish to permanently not exist. For me it's a curse to be conscious and aware, existence has only ever caused me to suffer.
Same here with all of this!
 
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doomer843

doomer843

Going down the happiness spiral 🥰
Mar 25, 2024
37
1. kill my abusers
2. die
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,396
I actually made a bucket list in 2012 and accomplished most things in it already except for start a family. That one's probably never gonna happen though which is why I feel pretty ready to CTB most of the time even though I still have plans for that as well to prepare.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
I actually made a bucket list in 2012 and accomplished most things in it already except for start a family. That one's probably never gonna happen though which is why I feel pretty ready to CTB most of the time even though I still have plans for that as well to prepare.
Why is starting a family on your bucket list?
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
1,017
All that's left for me is some cruel and brutal revenge.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,396
Why is starting a family on your bucket list?
Well I made the list when I was 18 and way more hopeful. I think now it's only a priority because my biological instincts are screaming at me on a daily basis that I must breed otherwise it will be the end of the world. It's like in a video @SexyIncél once showed me where I have this subconscious innate fear of extinction and the only way around it is to fulfill my duty to the scourge of DNA.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,805
I want to do a bunch of drugs that's all I got so far
 
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falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
527
Drugs
Get in a relationship
Maybe have sex
Do something mildly illegal (stealing something small)
Burn something, like a book, or maybe furniture
Go visit some old friends
End this, maybe with a partener
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,027
I don't even need to think about a bucket list bc I don't have the means to do what would be on that list. The irony is if I had the means to do those things I wouldn't be suicidal.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
Drugs
Get in a relationship
Maybe have sex
Do something mildly illegal (stealing something small)
Burn something, like a book, or maybe furniture
Go visit some old friends
End this, maybe with a partener
I'd be your ctb partner but you're only into guys right 😢
 
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dyingslowly

Student
Jul 17, 2023
124
Let's share our bucket list. Maybe we will die without completing them but let's see what everyone wants to do.

My bucket list-
1. Want to see northern lights
2. Want to go on a vacation alone somewhere
3. Wanted a cat(complete)
4. Want to see Antarctica maybe
5. Want to go on a ship to ocean once
1. Want to adopt a cat (incomplete)
2. Killing myself (incomplete)
 
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willitpass

willitpass

The awful things we do to make the head go quiet
Mar 10, 2020
3,325
1. Visit the UK
2. Finish my degree
3. Go backpacking
4. Run a half and/or full marathon
5. Make a quilt

I don't know that I'll complete any of these before I go. Especially with my health failing due to how I treat myself.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
Well I made the list when I was 18 and way more hopeful. I think now it's only a priority because my biological instincts are screaming at me on a daily basis that I must breed otherwise it will be the end of the world. It's like in a video @SexyIncél once showed me where I have this subconscious innate fear of extinction and the only way around it is to fulfill my duty to the scourge of DNA.
Do you want to just have sex or actually procreate?
 
4am

4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,329
1. find a way to die
2. die
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
623
I want to buy and read my wish list of books
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
Oh okay. I'm just asking because I heard that guys have high sex drives, so I was wondering why sex wasn't on your list if you're a guy. I'm a girl and it's on mine lol
 
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4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,329
Oh okay. I'm just asking because I heard that guys have a high sex drive so I was wondering why sex wasn't on your list if you're a guy. I'm a girl and it's on mine lol
i'm aro ace anyway
 
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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
492
I've already done pretty much everything I ever wanted (realistically) to do. The only thing left on my bucket list is to kick the bucket.
Me too I'd kick the hell out of the bucket
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
Likely both, but only with someone I've got feelings for.
Why only with someone you've got feelings for? Does it matter? I only want to lose my V card because I'm curious about sex and what it feels like. As long as the guy is hot, I don't really care
 
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