Lethargy

[BumperCrop]

I can't think clearly. I can't get out of bed. I can't plan my death.

The money, the logistics, the materials. I'm totally overwhelmed. The mental pain driving me to consider suicide also keeps me safe.

Maybe I haven't suffered enough to die. I feel confused and aimless right now.

 

[CuddleHug]

You can be too depressed to go through with it. I was told at my first hospitalization that starting anti-depressants can sometimes cause people to kill themselves because they finally have enough energy to do it. Don't know how common it is, but it sure sounded reasonable.

Hugs~ <3

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I feel same as you. I sleep a lot and don't have the strenght to get out of bed and do some things like cleaning my bedroom. I feel like shit and I just want to be dead. This sucks hope I'll be dead soon.

 

[Walilamdzi]

I feel exactly the same. Every day is blurring into one, I am totally catatonic really.

 

[Rockman]

Its natural protection. I dont have energy to live but to kill too. Like above people kill themselfs in higher energy after antidepressants.

 

[oneanonymous]

I totally understand. There have been many times where I wanted to kill myself that very day and would have if I had the energy but am too exhausted to find the strength to do it. Very common for me.

 

[Donk]

i feel like a lazy piece of shit. i lie in bed all day but i cant sleep during the day. i dont feel like talking to anyone but inside im crying for help. i live in silent despair. i feel like im caged in misery.