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kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
I think I don't really belong here. I feel bad for being on here. I'm sorry to go, but thank you to all of the people who I interacted with that were really kind :] I feel like I could fully express myself. I'll miss being here a lot tbh. Goodbye!
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migimortis

migimortis

Love It Or Waste It.
Jan 15, 2024
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I feel the same. I wish you the best. Take care.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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I wish you well wherever life may take you. Peace out!
 
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kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
unfortunately I could only last like 7 hours. I thought for sure I was done with it. I'm just way too addicted. I feel like I'll go crazy without this site. I can't do it. Thanks for the well wishes guys, Im sorry for this dumb thread
 
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unfortunately I could only last like 7 hours. I thought for sure I was done with it. I'm just way too addicted. I feel like I'll go crazy without this site. I can't do it. Thanks for the well wishes guys, Im sorry for this dumb thread
It's ok, just go easy on yourself
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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This site is pretty great. If yahoo answers were still around, I'd go there.
 
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Don’tfallin

Don’tfallin

Member
Feb 17, 2024
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Good luck. Wish you well
 
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druggedonsurvival

druggedonsurvival

Student
Feb 8, 2024
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No need to feel bad for being on here... Nothing wrong with feeling like you have a place where you can express yourself openly. I think a lot of us need that.
 
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Katdogg

Katdogg

Member
Jan 31, 2024
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Can I ask why you don't think that you belong?
 
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boddibo

trying to change
Dec 19, 2023
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unfortunately I could only last like 7 hours. I thought for sure I was done with it. I'm just way too addicted. I feel like I'll go crazy without this site. I can't do it. Thanks for the well wishes guys, Im sorry for this dumb thread
Whatever your decision, there will always be people here for you, wether you feel dumb for saying you'll leave and come back right after, we're not here to judge you
 
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slightoverlooked

slightoverlooked

Specialist
Dec 27, 2023
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unfortunately I could only last like 7 hours. I thought for sure I was done with it. I'm just way too addicted. I feel like I'll go crazy without this site. I can't do it. Thanks for the well wishes guys, Im sorry for this dumb thread
i understand this feeling. it helped me try to focus on the recovery side of sasu and not go on the suicide discussion. it takes time but over time you will come on here less. i remember i would scroll hours on sasu when i wanted to ctb but nowadays i only come here 1-2 times a week.
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
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i understand this feeling. it helped me try to focus on the recovery side of sasu and not go on the suicide discussion. it takes time but over time you will come on here less. i remember i would scroll hours on sasu when i wanted to ctb but nowadays i only come here 1-2 times a week.
good idea. I also restricted to the recovery section as I reduced my presence on this website. Now it's just once every couple months or something I'll peek in recovery section.
 
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