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Moroze

Moroze

Defect
Aug 9, 2023
157
Is this anyone's final month? With summer arriving, things have gone much worse. I prefer winter. No sound of people parting/laughing outside. Day gets dark and quiet fast, now with summer arriving, things are bound to get worse.

Goodbye threads are heartbreaking, but I don't want to be in my final moments alone.

I'll be posting my goodbye at the end of this month.

Method: SN, 99% pure, Propranolol, Meto.

I'll probably book a hotel for 2 days.

I met my best friend here. All I can hope for is that my friend will continue on making friends on this website. I'll miss my friend so much. It was the only person who understood me.

This is the ending I predicted, and as much as I wanted to die with someone, I finally accept that this was just a fantasy.

My life feels like a sick fantasy. Thank you for reading my thoughts.
 
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imOK

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
265
I don't mind people partying, I just hate the heat. Always did. In my childhood summers used to be shorter and not so warm. Now they're long (Spring? Fall? What are those?) and HOT. I've lived here all my life and all trees in my area died and had to either be cut or fell over damaging buildings because they cannot survive the dryness. I'm being told by some rich people that I just imagine this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,599
I hope that you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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Moroze

Moroze

Defect
Aug 9, 2023
157
I don't mind people partying, I just hate the heat. Always did. In my childhood summers used to be shorter and not so warm. Now they're long (Spring? Fall? What are those?) and HOT. I've lived here all my life and all trees in my area died and had to either be cut or fell over damaging buildings because they cannot survive the dryness. I'm being told by some rich people that I just imagine this.
Hate the heat as well. It's like the heat just sticks onto you and makes you physically tired. I've already have bad fatigue and the heat just fucks me over more. All those long days make life feels so long. Each day is just waiting for evening to come and to drift off the sleep.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,253
Suicides spike in the springtime and I do not blame people. I am with you. I hate heat and hearing people and.... leaf... blowers. Also light in general. I would rather live in perpetual night if I could.
 
Catchingdabus27

Catchingdabus27

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
1,533
Im so disappointed with this winter/spring. Its supposed to be spring but its summer temperatures already. Makes me anxious asf about the approaching summer. I hate summer. Hate the heat. Always more depressed during summer.

I would love for this to be my last month but I think June the earliest will be.


I hope you have a good month & find peace in whichever path you end up going 🙏🏾 💞
 
ToTheNeverland

ToTheNeverland

Spaghettification
May 11, 2025
28
Is this anyone's final month? With summer arriving, things have gone much worse. I prefer winter. No sound of people parting/laughing outside. Day gets dark and quiet fast, now with summer arriving, things are bound to get worse.

Goodbye threads are heartbreaking, but I don't want to be in my final moments alone.

I'll be posting my goodbye at the end of this month.

Method: SN, 99% pure, Propranolol, Meto.

I'll probably book a hotel for 2 days.

I met my best friend here. All I can hope for is that my friend will continue on making friends on this website. I'll miss my friend so much. It was the only person who understood me.

This is the ending I predicted, and as much as I wanted to die with someone, I finally accept that this was just a fantasy.

My life feels like a sick fantasy. Thank you for reading my thoughts.
I will most likely go within the next 30 days. Just ordered my SN and other stuff needed for the protocol. I have a couple of things to handle and I wish to spend the last week with my family and after that, I`ll join you in the dark side.
 

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